With all the #MeToo stories coming out, I would love to find the courage to join those brave women by sharing my own – of which there are many. However that’s not what this post is – I’m off the hook because I know talking about my experience in detail would be difficult for my husband, in which case it would also likely be hard for my children to read in the future. So in the end, I’ve not even tried to find that courage. But I still want to talk about #MeToo, because – me too.

Disclaimer: I appreciate how very carefully I need to word this post due to its incredibly sensitive nature, and before I go further, I want to make clear from the start that I dearly hope I don’t cause offense to the survivors living with terrible memories.


Where There’s a Victim, Is There Always a Rapist?

In many situations when a woman – or indeed a girl – is abused by a man, he knows absolutely what he is doing. But there are numerous more cases where I’m certain they’re oblivious. There’s more than one ‘type’ of rapist, and in my opinion the most dangerous kind is perhaps not the one we’d assume. Danger is arguably subjective, but speaking as a mother of daughters, I *think* I’d be more fearful of the pervasive, insidious individual than I would of the cloak and dagger rapist snatching women off the street. Nothing to do with the end result, obviously, but because of the prevalence of the former.


The Sexual Predator

The deplorable Harvey Weinstein of violent acts against women, this bully knows precisely what he is doing; he knows – and he doesn’t care – so long as he gets his filthy way. He’s indiscriminate and he has no conscience at all. Only a despicable, shameful excuse of a human being is capable of this cruelty. While this monster is an undeniably despicable man, he’s not the norm. He’s probably more common than we’d like to think, but he’s still not common. Thank God.

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Was it rape? No question.


The Weak Rapist

He would never set out to hurt a lady – he has never gone to bed at night thinking ‘tomorrow I will force myself on a woman because I want to and I can’. Instead, his (erroneous) excuse is that he got carried away. He is weak and misguided, though he is not excused. In the eyes of the law, he is no better than the sexual predator. I have zero sympathy or respect for this man, but I do recognise the difference between him and his predatory counterpart.

Was it rape? Yes.

Let's talk about #MeToo - where there's a victim, is there always a rapist? And if not - was it rape? It's critical that we're more open to talking about sexual abuse and the vulnerability of women. This is a feminism issue that's relevant to all.

The Oblivious

But what of the victim who froze, and the perpetrator who had no idea? Arguably he should be questioning why she was not an active participant, but nonetheless I have no doubt that there are many, many cases of this taking place. Is this man – who has wined and dined and is genuinely fond of the victim – still a rapist? If he wakes the following morning believing he got lucky with a one night stand, while she goes home feeling violated and abused – what then?

This is what I want to talk about, because it’s of paramount importance. We need to be having the conversation not only about what technically constitutes rape, but critically the feelings which are evoked. Because sometimes – often – I believe a woman has those feelings and the man responsible is genuinely oblivious. Is that rape?

Was it rape?


I Feel Violated – But Was It Rape?

In the eyes of the law, if the man reasonably believed there was consent, then rape did not take place. But if the woman feels violated, then what do we call it? But I’m not raising this in order to argue over semantics. The point of this post is to demonstrate this undeniable problem between men and women. I don’t claim to have the answers, but it’s definitely a concern and warrants discussion.

Because I don’t believe that where there’s a victim there’s always a rapist, and as a moral society we need to find a way to deal with that.

The bottom line is that a label is not what defines a woman’s experience. Just because it does not constitute rape in the eyes of the law does not necessarily make it less traumatic or mean it has a less significant impact on her life.

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Whether We Like It Or Not – Females Are Vulnerable

And in so many ways. It starts from the fact that we’re the physically weaker sex, and it permeates all aspects of our lives.

I should mention here that of course abuse can happen to men too, but the interesting thing is that where rape is concerned it’s very difficult for a woman to carry out that act. There’s a biological difference between us making women inherently vulnerable to men.

And I believe this fundamental truth is forgotten – or simply overlooked – too often.

It would be wonderful if men were mindful of the fact that we’re easily intimidated by them. No matter how strong we are, no matter how confident in ourselves, it’s something we can’t get away from. It would be easy to dismiss this as oversimplifying or creating an issue where one doesn’t exist, but that’s not right and actually does us a disservice.

It may be a fact we wish were not true, but nonetheless it is a fact. It’s one we live with every day and that should be acknowledged: women are on the back foot.

It’s most likely contributed to the pay gap. There’s legislation protecting our rights (to our wallets and our bodies), which is great – when it works – but from an ethical point of view it would be fantastic if men were more aware of their natural threat. Because it’s always there, something that’s become second nature to us to the point we rarely talk about it other than in terms of getting home after a night out. But when my manager stood over me shouting while I was heavily pregnant, I wasn’t merely pissed off, I was off-the-scale intimidated because he was a man.

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What Can We Do?

My best suggestion is education. For our boys and our girls. But perhaps more so, it’s about empowerment.

We need to empower our girls by instilling enough confidence in them to speak up if they’re not comfortable, before things ‘get out of hand’ and our children freeze rather than fight. And we need to empower our boys to view respect and chivalry towards women as the norm.

There are plenty of guys who want to be a part of the solution, and that’s something we can build on. We’re more liberal than ever, and there’s never been a better time. I have high hopes for my children and their peers – with a little guidance I’m sure they can do better than us.



An award-nominated blogger and author, Kate is an experienced breastfeeding advocate, and expert baby sleep chaser. Her writing has appeared on Mothercare, Huff Post, and BritMums.


  1. I’m so sorry you too have suffered too. I’ve had many scary experiences myself and it’s sad but empowering to see us all stand up to this behaviour with #metoo. Thank you for writing this and it’s totally understandable your family would find it hard to read. This hashtag shouldn’t make sufferers feel like they HAVE to share just that they should know they can and that #metoo is enough too xx

    • Absolutely. Though it’s nothing to be ashamed of and that is not a reason for silence, it’s also completely understandable that for some, it’s private. Thank you for your kind words xx

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